Rachel I truly am so so terribly sorry for hurting you.’I never wanted that to happen.I love you very much. I was in a horrible place,I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.I certainly didn’t want to be there. I take full responsibility for my horrible actions.It was a full on out of my control addiction driven frenzy.I dont expect you to believe this, but giving my complete spiritual bankruptcy to god. He has for the first time since I can remember.Taken the addiction out of me, I dont even think about drugs or alcohol anymore. Thank you Jesus.When you turned on me, it simply devastated me.And put me in survival mode.I don’t and never did want to lose you.I am finally good again.I love you.Please call me there is definite misunderstanding on some things.God Bless You.
Rachel I will never be able to forgive myself for what happened. I never ever wanted to hurt you. I know it is hard to believe but you are the love of my life..I am so truly sorry Rachel for hurting you. I can’t believe how out of control I became.I often cry myself to sleep over what happened.Finally and I still can’t believe that When I cried out To God . And begged him to take the bad stuff out of me.And make me a righteous human being .And I in return I will spend the rest of my time on earth. Serving Jesus and helping people. And God led me to Jesus and answered my prayer . I thank you Jesus for taking my addictive thoughts and bad traits away from me. I’m all yours Jesus just speak to me . And tell me what you want me to do for you. I will never question you.And Rachel I’m so sorry I do love you. God Bless Jeffrey.
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